.:|sometimes, it just works out|:.

after having a definitely horrible month of march... things this week have picked up. a friend of mine mentioned to me on monday that the "derek smile" is gone.. and only a weird frown emanates. the day before another friend mentioned i had hate vibes coming out from when i was play the drum on stage at church. that was almost a week ago... oh how things can change.

i've spent this week trying to spend every moment with God. i've really succeeded... and it's been a trip. i've been in the word, in prayer, in His presence... and it's just been amazing. we read this last night at my home group and even a day later it's still on my mind.

2 Corinthians 10:4-6
The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. And we will be ready to punish every act of disobedience, once your obedience is complete.

have you ever thought about taking every thought that you have and make it obedient to Christ? impossible? nope. after a good time with Jesus on sunday, out of necessity i had to really pray for something's this week that was very important to me. in that desire derived from the situation, i did what i could to really focus all my efforts, prayers, thoughts and emotions to Him on high. i found that i was doing it, but sadly i only did it because of my situation.. but it can be done.

bleah but who am i? i'm SO not a spiritual person, nor a prayer warrior, nor some super charged christian... just last week i had to admit to myself that i had habitual sin my life... so i'm not some pure as white follower of christ. ya know? but when you try your best to make every ounce of your being obedient to Christ, starting from the inside out... things change, and your eyes and ears start to pick up with God wants you to hear. try it. i dare you. every thought that you have... discern if it's good to God.. if it is, dwell on it, if it isn't, get rid of it and fill your head with something that will be pleasing to Him.

and i've decided one more thing for this page i refuse to write more on the war.. it's just 1)stupid 2) not what God would want. i've ranted enough.. and the blogger world is just full of it and i hate it. i will go on doing what i can here in HK... the epidemic is more noteworthy than this war that is more pointless than anything else.

anyways.. i'm done here.. thank the LORD it's friday... i'm desperate for Sunday to come around.... i'll write why when it passes.


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